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HAAAAAAYYYY…..I’ve been easily agitated these past few days. i feel so sucky. what can i say? there’s just too much stuff to get pissed off at.

And the weather sucks too.

People around me are dying.

just this past week, both my stepdad and my granduncle passed away.

It feels weird. but i’m not worried about me. Its my mom and my two little sisters. Now, I’m the man of the house. I’m gonna have to keep my back straight and carry them on my shoulder. NAks, parang kaya ah. Well, i just have three more years to go through before i graduate. i can do this.

YES! promise fulfilled. my room isn’t very clean yet though. but still. i bought alot of powerade nga eh. cool.

saya maginuman!!! videoke!! hhaha! tapos today i officially quit smoking after smoking some herbal non-nicotine shit that tastes like shit. hahahahah

i want to go and watch movies again!! well, i won’t be putting some stuff here for a while because i’m going to antipolo for the week. i’m gonna train there. hahaha!!!

ssdamnit! I feel shitty. I missed two meetings already. I’m fucked up. I have to finish some papers pa today. but that part isn’t so bad. i just feel like i don’t deserve to show my face after missing those two meetings. agh!

Well, my room is a mess. i haven’t started to work out. where is my life going anyway. i don’t have direction. or maybe i don’t have a center. (quote from law in the movie the one. starring jet li. haha) without a center you can never be whole. maybe i’m a donut without any filling.

ok ok ok ok!! i promise this. the next time i right something in this piece of shit of a what’s this? blog thing. i will be in a better mood….no no no. i will be in a good mood. and i would be finished with the stuff i need to do. i would have a clcean room. and I would already have started working out! ah yeah!! heheh. get those cuts boy

ps. and my back is peeling from last weeks TOast.

i started today waking up late as usual, i had to get a blood test in school and so i missed my council meeting. laki pa ng needle tamang hassle. hahahah!! but i’m not scared of needles. grrrrr!

tapos badtrip pa kasi nakalimutan ni mund yung papers sa bahay nya. tapos sira elevator. ang sakit ng legs ko. hirap umakyat ng stairs. yung car na gagamitn namin wala na palang water and oil. and when we finally get to his house, maui tells me that we don’t need the paper pala. BADTRIP!!!

and then when we get to the hospital, 80 yung number ko, tapos 40 palang. kakatamad magwait. rant-a-thon.

pero laughtrip yung lunch namin. we ate sa…what was that? yung katabi ng friomixx. anyway, bottomless iced tea nila P15 lang! YUP! as in fifteen fucking pesos only. and then the waitress keeps on filling it up. kahit one gulp palang, pupunuin na niya! sobrang daming ininom ko. then JM didn’t want anymore so he asked for water then the waitress said, "BAKIT? ayaw mo ba ng iced tea?" FREAKY!!! parang may lason yung drink. kasi ang mura and talagang parang gusto kang painumin. and then sumakit yung tiyan ni maui. hahaha. pero babalikan ko yung iced tean na yun pati yung spicy squid.

well anyway, i ended up watching a movie sa galle with mund, maui and JM. we decided to watch the jacket since napanood ko na yung other nice movies. grabe. parang astig pero badtrip yung show. i left the movie not enlightened. sucks.

then we saw JM’s classmate, topher. he’s working right now sa BEARD PAPA! sarap ng cream puffs nila! damn. punta kayo sa GALLE and buy some. worth it. but its a bit expensive though. hehehe. pangbigay sa girlfriend, or to her mom para maimpress. heheheh!!!!

Woohoo!! nakasakay nanaman sa pulang kabayo. but i can slightly remember telling myself that i wouldn’t for a long time. ECK! just the other night i got WHappacked! at kit’s house.

harhar!

But i don’t have a hangover. which is good. nahulog pa car ko sa canal last night. tangal amats! hahah. ayos lang yun mau!

WHat’s up mon?!! you sleeping on us? what happened to tali’s infamous tanggero. well, i guess if you can’t keep up then you can’t keep up. hahah! what will i do today? what will you do?

i’m toasted. or baked.

i went to the friggin beach yesterday and COACH convinced me to get a tan…or a red. i’m a redman.

well that’s just so i wrote something.

I still have a lot to do. plans that need to push through.

ideas that have to become reality. but all’s good. i got to start somewhere though.

ANG SARAP NG CAKE.

haha. life’s little pleasures. damn.